Not Myself.

Sex is dirty only if it's done right.
Experience is what you get when you don't get what you want.
A pessimist is an optimist with experience.
Success is getting what you want; happiness is wanting what you get.

Since an early age, I have never really known contentment. I can't sit idle for too long. My brain needs constant stimuli or else I tune out. I am on the verge of withdrawing even as I write this. Most of the time, I am f-ing bored with myself and that which goes on around me.
Sure, I go through all the motions ; I sleep, I rise, I eat, I drive, I work, I make love...etc...
Sometimes I feel it is not me, but my life by someone else. I am a spectator.